Wednesday, April 1

The daily struggle

Jeff took me to Sobelman's tonight. He thinks I need a change. He knows I needs something although he doesn't know what will help. You would think he could figure it out by now, nothing can help, no one can help. Nothing. I am comforted from his trying to help. I really did not want to go but I had to let him try. Just like the weekend phone calls - how can you tell someone who is trying to help to stop? You don't really want them to stop but it's still so taxing to go along with it as well. So I went, and it felt good to see him feeling helpful. I have to suck it up.

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