Thursday, April 9

The daily struggle

Easter is coming. My plans are to go to church. That's all. I don't have what it takes to do any other holiday stuff. Usually my sister makes dinner but she is going to take her family to Florida for spring break. And I am not going to do it. I just don't have the energy.

I worry that there will be family expectations but I can hardly cope with the concept of getting through a holiday without the baby. Talk of coloring easter eggs gives me a pain that pierces right through my heart. I don't know how I am going to get through the day.

Plus I have a terrible cold. My body aches, my head hurts, and everything is out of whack. I just want to hide under the covers and sleep through it all.

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